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my name is Christina i am one of the most awesome people you will ever know....
Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
-Buddha
my name is Christina i am one of the most awesome people you will ever know....
Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
-Buddha
Give me something to hope for
all I have come across are these assholes waiting to score “Lets hang out, Have some fun” The same lines of “girl I think you are the one” You wonder why we act like we don’t give a fuck It’s because you did this over and over again till you decided that you were ready Yet we have been broken and beat by the plenty before That everything you say to us even if it’s true we see another one try to score
Give me something to smile about
All I have are mixed messages One second we are talking And the next you on to the next bitch Talking about I am to clingy for you When I could have sworn you were the one calling me boo Wondering where I was on a friday night Asking to come over just to hold me tight Kisses on the forehead Slowly on the lips Hugs so close to perfect You played one of the best tricks Got me thinking things were good And just a second seemed to pass And than once again You were done with my ass
Give me a reason not to be angry
I have tried to many times Telling myself over and over again This one won’t make me cry I don’t give in that easy you find a reason for me to Talking bullshit of how “baby I got you” I laugh at your attempt You don’t seem to give up And once I give it a chance You seem satisfied, accomplished and done I feel like theres no reason to try anymore To just give up on love So I am asking you Give me a reason
i find myself thinking about you randomly and i cant figure out why
i want to talk to you and really enjoy you but i never get the chance
i think i like you but me and that word dont fit
to like somebody seems weird to me
i always get it through my head that there is no point
and so far i am pretty right about that
we continue to have pointless conversations
and even more emotionless meetings with each other
at least i tell myself they are
it makes me feel better….
i really just miss how conversations with you use to go
you seemed like you cared more than
and now you seem too comfortable