BAMBIstarshine

my name is Christina i am one of the most awesome people you will ever know....


Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
-Buddha

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Inspired…

Give me something to hope for

all I have come across are these assholes waiting to score “Lets hang out, Have some fun” The same lines of “girl I think you are the one” You wonder why we act like we don’t give a fuck It’s because you did this over and over again till you decided that you were ready Yet we have been broken and beat by the plenty before That everything you say to us even if it’s true we see another one try to score

Give me something to smile about

All I have are mixed messages One second we are talking And the next you on to the next bitch Talking about I am to clingy for you When I could have sworn you were the one calling me boo Wondering where I was on a friday night Asking to come over just to hold me tight Kisses on the forehead Slowly on the lips Hugs so close to perfect You played one of the best tricks Got me thinking things were good And just a second seemed to pass And than once again You were done with my ass

Give me a reason not to be angry

I have tried to many times Telling myself over and over again This one won’t make me cry I don’t give in that easy you find a reason for me to Talking bullshit of how “baby I got you” I laugh at your attempt You don’t seem to give up And once I give it a chance You seem satisfied, accomplished and done I feel like theres no reason to try anymore To just give up on love So I am asking you Give me a reason

Permalink Naes chair is tumblr famous… I see this shit everywhere
Permalink I didn’t know what beauty was
Until I got in the car at six in the morning
Half asleep
Dreading the thought of an 8 hr day at school
we hit the 14 ready for this hour long drive
Music blasting in my ears
Todays music choice, lite coolroy “charlie”
Perfect  sounds for what comes next
A little coffee running through my veins
 My eyes start to focus 
Surrounded by mountains and clear skys
Sun rising filling the sky with purples, blues, and golds
Everything slowly coming to life
The darkness fades being overcome with light
A smile comes across my face
I am ready for whatever comes my way today
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i find myself thinking about you randomly and i cant figure out why

i want to talk to you and really enjoy you but i never get the chance

i think i like you but me and that word dont fit

to like somebody seems weird to me

i always get it through my head that there is no point

and so far i am pretty right about that

we continue to have pointless conversations

and even more emotionless meetings with each other

at least i tell myself they are

it makes me feel better….

i really just miss how conversations with you use to go

you seemed like you cared more than

and now you seem too comfortable